I was thinking today how much I miss just coming round for a cuppa tea and a chat... Just realised how nice it would have been, we could of met for lunch on my break... I'm still in shock, almost a mental block that I don't want to believe your no longer here... When I do think about it for a long period of time just hurts too bad I miss you so much no one will ever understand, nor will they understand how much you mean to me and how much of a impact you had on my life.... I would give anything to have you back Love you forever xxxxxxxxxxx